Agh, crap, well... i HAD another blog somewhere that i updated a few times, but now im somehow back to this one.. geezzz... hm, anyway, i just wanted to blog about nothing like always. Im really afraid about most of my college classes, theyre really tough, especially biology lab and math. Art sux too, its just.. BORING, today we came into class, at 8 AM mind ya, and our teacher was like "today were going to be talking about architecture" and i was like "oh jesus i cant do this, im gonna go to sleep and snore and its gonna be really embarassing" but i was ok, i dozed off and on, of course, but i got alot of what she said, AAAND i made a 71% on our exam that i BS'd literally 50% of, amazing , i rock :D lol. Our biology class sux, but our biology lab KICKS MY ASS, and i know exactly why, but it sucks because everyone else seems to have an amazingly easy time with it while im sitting there going "membrane who?" But the reason i suck at it is that im no good at hands on stuff like this. I never have been, its like my hate for math, its something i honestly dont think i can help, its part of who i am. Anywho, i just hope this all works out for me, if it doesnt... umm.. i fail college, pull a Jordan Foster if ya know what i mean (wink).